At the moment.

So right now, I'm supposed to be writing a 12-15 minute talk on missionary work for my singles branch on Sunday. Problem is, I have little to no motivation to do so. For one thing, I've never given a talk that long before. In fact, the last time I was asked to give a talk a few years ago when my dad was bishop of our family ward, I was asked to give a talk 5 minutes long as the youth speaker, and it ended up being literally about 2 minutes, if that. And I was prepared and everything. Hahaha... yeah. So I suppose this is my first "big girl talk" as my friend puts it. I'm speaking with this other guy who is a really recently returned missionary of only a few weeks or so. I kind of feel like I ought to go aead and warn him that he may be speaking for longer than anticipated, since its nearly impossible for me to be able to fill that quota. Ha. Basically, although it is church and all, and I'm supposed to appreciate the whole experience and whatnot, my current view of the situation is simply this: SUCK.